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mahal, happy 1.7 monthsary!!!
i love you :0 mwach

MRT Sardines Express

Sabay ng pagtaas ng presyo ng gulay, bigas, gas, baboy, isda, tinapay, pamasahe, coke sakto ay mga commuters sa MRT. Buti na lang ang pamasahe dun ay di tumataas. Madalas pa naman akong sumasakay ng MRT, para iwas waiting moments along EDSA.

Madalas din akong mainis dahil kailangan kong ipagsiksikan ang maliit kong katawan habang nakikipagsabayan makahanap ng pwesto sa loob ng MRT, partida nakatayo na yan.

Mas maganda talaga pag umaga bukod sa morning people ang kasabay mo, freshy looks pa. Mga bagong ligo, bagong toothbrush at maaamoy mo mga halo halong pabango.

Sa minsang paguwi ko, rush hour nun' 5 Pm, expected ko na na marami akong kasabayan, tinamad kasi akong umalis ng bahay. Parang minamagnet ang katawan ko na wag na magduty. Ayan, yan tuloy napala ko.. sumabay sa rush hour. Ang haba ng pila sa ticket booth at mauna una mode pa sa pagpasok sa MRT. Buti na lang nakasingit ako pagpasok at nakakuha pa ko ng upuan haha. Alam mo yung feeling na "haha may upuan ako, kayo wala" haha an saya. Kahit parami ng parami ang tao, steady lang dahil may upuan ako. hahahaha

Di uso ang share a seat and win a friend. Yung iba, baka marami na silang friends. Ako naman, choosy ako for senior citizens lang ako nakikipagtrade ng seat. Pero talo talo eh pagod lahat dahil uwian. Hmm... TAKE NOTE: kung pagod ang karamihan, malamang lamang nanlilimahid na yan sa pawis. No choice, tiis tiis muna ang pagiging sardinas along with other sardinas dahil gusto kong makarating ng mabilis sa pupuntahan ko.

Bawat station, nadadagdagan ng sardinas. Buti naman may sensor ang MRT, may nagsalita kasi sa background "sa sosonod na MRT na lang po kayo sumakay".

Guadalupe na. 2 station na lang bababa na ko. Ang hirap tumayo mula sa kinauupuan ko sa kanan. Nakaharang kasi silang lahat. Pagdating ng Boni, tumayo na ko at nagready ng magexcuse sa mga manong. Medyo malapit lang naman ako as pinto pero dahil siksikan, mahirap gumalaw.

Buong effort akong "nagexcuse me po", abot kamay ko na nga ang pinto eh. Ayaw ko kayang masaraduhan, pagbabayarin pa ko ng buong lane. Sige masaktan na kung may masaktan. (Maliking shoulder bag ang shield ko) Kaya todo excuse na nga ko nun. Tinitignan na nga ko ng mga tao eh (bat kaya?) dahil siguro ang dami kong dala tas ginigitgit ko pa sarili ko makalapit lang sa pinto.

Malapit nang huminto sa Shaw Boulevard Station... times 10 to the infinite power ang "excuse me po" ko nang...

walang anu-ano ay... may biglang kumalabit sa kin.




"Iha, dun sa kabila ang pinto!"




Napalingon ako sa kanan ko, honga. May point si manong, wala ako sa kalingkingan ni Juggernaut para buwagin ang pinto at lumusot sa pader. Sabi ko nga sa kabila.




"Carry lang.. pacute na ngiti. Kahit gusto kong isilid ang ulo ko sa loob ng bag ko."



Kasi naman, dapat uniform ang position ng doors. Sino ba nagdesign nun'?

Smiling contentedly

Before this day would end, I want to express how happy I am. It's my off duty today until tomorrow but by tomorrow night I'll be back again for work. I consumed my day with my family and girlfriends, Pipay and Jheng went here. They slept here last night. More bonding moments with them. we watched dvds here in my room but for the first 30 minutes I've been lying in bed, I never noticed I have fallen asleep. They just told me about it this morning. And as i expected, they make fun of me because i was sleeping with my mouth open. Errr. Okay, i will defend my side. I'm was soo very tired and I haven't got any descent sleep when I got home that morning. Okay. My image is clear again. Haha.

We were lazy to get up this morning Instead we continue our girl's secret talk. But Pipay has to go back home because she had to go to church early. So, Jheng and I were left inside. We continued our talk while having our breakfast then after 2 hours Pipay is back again with us. Then our talk continues again and again and again. We got too many stories to share and one day isn't enough to tackle what we've missed for the past month.

"People who love you
people who you love back
people that will always be there for you
through the good times and the bad
they make you happy when you are sad
they are angels that have yet to earn their wings
they are your dearest friends"

Sometimes we find it hard to take a break and be with our loved ones. But spending a little time with them shows that you care, shows that they are important enough that you've chosen - out of all things to do on your busy schedule. And once you're with them, sink in with each other's world. Pay attention. Listen. Really be there, in that moment, with that person. Because time is gold haha :D that's a moment you'll never get back, spend it wisely.





I really had a great time. :)


Good night. Sweet dreams.

A drop from heaven

Yesterday morning, the sun was striking its rays through the windows but early today drops of water were dripping from the window pane.

I checked on him. He was sleeping on a back lying position. His heart rate fell on 84. He was breathing with the use of his abdominal muscles. His upper and lower extremities were a bit extended and relaxed.

I wanted to wake him up so he would know perceive sound feel that it’s raining. But he was very asleep so I just touched his ear, rubbed it softly and whispered, “It’s raining”. Suddenly, he moved his head towards me but he went back to sleep again.

After an hour, he was fully awake. Oral, trache and PEG care done then I provided him with passive ROM exercises on his feet and toes. They were very stiff. His heart rate gradually increases by 10's while I had his foot dorsiflexed. His wife was there, talking to him, asking him to get up on his bed but his dumb blank stare was the only reaction I could see on his face as if he was listening carefully and figuring out slowly what has been said to him by his wife. But maybe he was… who knows his sick brain could have a progress by now.

Change. Just like how the weather shifted into rainy days and when it stopped, a crown of colors appear to signal that it has ended. Just like the buds, long before we know it's May, pretty flowers bloom.

Change. It’s everywhere. It’s constantly happening. We only became clueless to what is it about. But everyday it damn happens. And as everyday goes by, we expect for a miracle to be part of it even chances are so small. hoping that one day, miracle will come knocking on his door.

His wife spoke to him again. She recited the prayer for healing given to him by Father Fernando Suarez. Afterwards, she read aloud one article in her daily bread book. When she was finished, she caressed his arms softly and kissed it.

When our hopes are up, we want better things to come. And sometimes, it become so high that we never notice at the end of the day the reason why we look outside the window continue expecting, is our desire for extraordinary things to happen. But sometimes too, we get tired of waiting. We go back asking ourselves, what hope means to us. Are we fooling ourselves if we grabbed those little chances of one life changing moment? Or do hopeful things that we desire greatly turned our persona never knowing what acceptance really is?

Di-be-de 2x

Kahapon ng umaga, papunta ako ng Ortigas. Commute lang. May mga bus naman na dumadaan sa Emilio Aguinaldo Highway, pero madalang lang ang pa-ortigas ilalim. Kaya pinili kong mag-baclaran muna kesa maghintay ng madalang na bus. Pagbaba ko ng baclaran... ola! madaming bus kaya sumakay agad ako. Medyo inaantok pa ko 'nun, gusto ko nga sanang umidlip muna pero di rin pala ako makakatulog dahil di ako sanay matulog sa bus ng walang kasama. Kaya nanood na alng ako ng t.v.

Buti na lang hindi local channel. Ang pangit kasi nun, dahil minsan madaan lang ang bus sa lubak eh nagra-running black and white effect pa. Eh di patayin na lang nila, magsounds na lang! Pero yung mga bus na yun' eh karaniwan sa Lawton. Pa-ortigas tayo kaya medyo may kaya sila at yun nga hindi local channel. Di-be-di 2x ba.

Aliens vs Predator - Requiem ang title pero medyo gitna na yung naabutan kong palabas.

Tanong: Sa title pa lang ano na ang maiisip mong genre ng movie?

a. action
b. horror
c. sci-fi
d. comedy

ano sagot mo?


ako, all of the above.

BAKIT?

Dahil habang ang iba ay sabik na nanonood, di ko maiwasang ngumiti pagnaririnig ko yung artista at nababasa ang mga subtitles.

"I miss you so much. "
Subtitle: I is very much longing of you.

"I'm not sleepy. "
Subtitle: I am not yet is sleepy.

"Oh it's growse out here!"
Subtitle: I think of ugly matter!

"There's something happened."
Subtitle: Happened something.

"Do you wanna talk?"
Subtitle: If you wish talking.

"You scared me. "
Subtitle: You make me fear.

"I'm not sure if I'll be back. "
Subtitle: Whether, returning.

Grabe. Ganito na ba ang ebolusyon ng mga lenggwahe?Mamemeke na lang ng mga eng-lis movies, hirap pa rin magtranslate.

di-be-de 2x.

The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.

I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.

And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,

It's been to long pretending.

Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.

Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.

But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
III dont know why...... whyyyyyyyy!

13 random things to sum up the last week

For two weeks long, I’ve been out from blogging ‘cause my old aged pc finally gave up on me. How I wish it had just blown up so I could have an excuse of having a new one. Speaking of new, I changed my layout, new password for this blog – I am editing all of these inside the pc shop. (ang init init dito.. walang aircon jusko.)

13 random things to sum up the last week:

starts here...


♥Sunday. On the day of keb-keb’s christianism, I saw Atty. Fortun (erap’s lawyer) singing as a part of choir. I didn't know he's from Cavite.


♥For the third time (3 boys in a row), I’m a proud ninang.


♥Jheng, pipay and me can’t get enough of chocolate cake. It’s the best addiction we can tolerate. Haha.


♥Jealousy is like a worm eating up on a rotten apple. Don’t be consumed by it.


♥So, how can I kill the worm? Get and spray a pesticide or just give the benefit of the doubt?!


♥I’ll quote a friend’s text:

“kapag nagmahal ka at nagsimula ka ng mainis, isipin mo na lang bukas na lang
ako magagalit, ngayon mamahalin ko na lang muna siya”.

♥My body clock was a bit disturbed or I guess it inhabited a certain time as early as 5am to wake me up.


♥5am and a cup of coffee are best ways for musings.


♥Tuparin ang mga pangarap. Obligasyon mo yan sa sarili mo. Kung gusto mong kumai
ng balde balding lupa para malagay sa Guinness Book of World Records at
maipagmalaki ng bansa natin, sige lang. Nosi balasi. Wag mong pansinin ang
sasabihin ng mga taong susubok na humarang sa iyo. Kung hindi nagsumikap ang
scientist noon, hindi pa rin tayo dapat nakatira sa Jupiter ngayon. Pero di pa
naman talaga tayo nakatira sa Jupiter dahil nga hindi nagsumikap ang mga
scientist noon. Kita mo yung moral lesson? – Bob Ong


♥White lies, big lies, whatever form of lying is a part of human occurrences. Where will these exposes lead our nation?

Liar! Liar! Liar! Pants on fire.

♥Feb 14. – I was craving for taosi spareribs (Flavors of China) but Puttanesca (Chef d’ Angelo) turned my taste bus on and made me forget what I was craving for.


♥Have you experienced that out of stupidity all the messages were accidentally deleted from your cellphone? *buntong-hininga na lang*


♥I am beautifully happy. This may take long if I’d enumerate the reasons behind but with that statement, it’s enough to celebrate life.